02.27.09
WAITING 2 & MRT
I have mentioned elsewhere in this site that I am very very interested in doing a waiting job. It may sound silly but it’s a childhood dream and I have promised myself to do it as soon as possible. You know, see what it’s like – if it chills. As a matter of fact, I have this Venti application form lounging in my bag for about four weeks already and it’s starting to rot. However, I couldn’t afford to sacrifice my day job presently (I need it for my more serious needs e.g. school term is coming to an end and… well). The Venti part-time work could only pay for a month’s lunch and that’s a bit short for a 5-6-hour work. So, considering my current plight, I have to put it on hold and work wholeheartedly with the guys who pays best. Lol. Mukhang pera, no?
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Anyway. for those of you who needs to be reminded: There is a redeeming factor in taking the MRT, which as you know is bursting to the seams all the time. It’s about the gorgeous ones that you literally rub elbows with. For instance, there was this girl this morning standing in front of me: chinky-eyed that slightly slanted outward, flaxen skinned, with full-enough mouth that smelled nice and felt warm to my arms. Most importantly, she was returning my stares! In short, she was everything that I ever wanted all at once. These were the times that I feel blessed for being single and unattached. Anyway, the whole story about his caper is a private affair, so…
02.25.09
SUMMER IS HERE
Today, I am that dude-who’s-gonna-be-sick-with-flu. The sudden onslaught of summer caught me fvckin offguard! It’s so hot out there that you just wanna die. The changes in temperature – from hot to cold-then-hot – probably shocked my system. I am supposed to go play today but I do feel bad. T.T
Meanwhile, another chef said goodbye this afternoon. She’s been teaching us for almost two weeks. And it was sad. I have heard that there’s this policy in MIHCA that chefs aren’t allowed to teach a class for too long lest they form an attachment with the students. Anyway, Chef Mia (I don’t know if you would be able to read this) I had fun with your class and we’ll miss you as much as we do Chef Jam.
This talk about chefs brings me to a thought that has been tugging on my mind for a bit. It appears that girl chefs are way different from dude chefs. I’d like to talk about this perspective later I guess.
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02.18.09
TO TIP OR NOT TO TIP
You know, tipping is not just for the rich people out there. It’s imperative that us – mere mortals – must practice it as well. The benefits are dramatic I am tellin ya.
For instance, tip the waiter so you are certain that your food is clean. Be a pain in the ass and you may be sure things from dust, to sweat, to contaminated hands would find its way there.
Tip your hair stylist. Otherwise you would always be relegated to the end of the queue, given a really bad haircut, or worse, avoided like a plague (the really good ones can do that because they can afford to).
Tip those people whose services you would regularly require.
The principle at work here is that for a small amount of money, we are actually given an extra quality service, preference and convenience that for me is close to being invaluable. I know that being nice may be enough: A smile for the attendant in restaurants sometimes gets me an extra weight in fries, less ice in my soda, more attention to my needs. But see, these people earn minimum wage so they appreciate those bucks you throw at them. And, of course, who wouldn’t be inspired when a good job is appreciated?
02.14.09
THE HEART ATTACK
A friend of mine remarked that I am technically getting romantic with the alphabet because all she can see are letters here and there tagged to my capers. I said, what can I do? I don’t kiss and tell (the name at least ^^)
Anyway, today’s V-day and I am at work. What a shame, no? Well, there’s still the other week. That way we avoid the rush and the cheesyness of the whole affair.
02.11.09
DAY 73
These past days, I am drifting in and out of panic land because I realized that I have almost depleted my bank account and after this month ends, I’d have to settle one last humungous bill. So I have been workin my ass off and going to school and have to deal with everything in between – assholes, bad hair days, starvation (we are not allowed to eat lunch) laundry, Valentines, lack of sleep.
Wah, I have planned to get myself an slr camera, enrol in photography class, volunteer in an ngo, flirt and get laid some more, travel, have fun, spend more drowsy time with X. In these areas, I feel that I am clutching at straws.
I am leading a miserable life, eh? I miss my car.
02.09.09
SCHOOL BLUES
Well di ko naman masasabi na si Chef Jam e ang pinaka favorite chef ko in school ever (we are yet to meet the rest of what MIHCA has to offer). So, kumbaga sa doneness medium well yung degree ng likeness. Hehe. (Holler to Chef ^^.) But seriously she gets a lot of thumbs up from me because we get to eat all kinds of foods for our butchery class, among other variables. Roast turkey that was soaked in brine with lemons in it, pan-seared quail, green pasta, pasta neri, blah blah. This lunch, we finally knew kung ano feeling sumurender sa chow. Kahit yung sobrang PG (euphemism to ng patay-gutom), umaayaw.
Anyway, this talk about butchery reminded me of the tale told by many of our chefs who taught din sa other prestigious CA schools in the PI. Eto yung tsismis nila: Their students would make do with margarine instead of butter, students would handle chicken exclusively for the butchery when they’re supposed to get acquainted, cut and fabricate all edible animals known to fine dining like a whole cow, lamb, turkey, goat, veal, chicken, game, etc.
Kami naman, we do all these meats (except veal lang). Bwahaha. (Yabang, no, like we butcher cattles everyday). But seriously, I am mighty satisfied with my school. We cook in groups, we cook each everyday. There’s enough stuffs to go round for all of us.
Anyway, these past days, I realized that there’s a downside sa cookery. Like butchers would take the life of 5-day old calves because people prize them for their flavor and meat quality. Then yesterday, we were doing fish-mongering and I felt so depressed. The fish all looked dead and sad. I feel a bit guilty that I am trying to master the art of killing, deboning, searing, grinding these poor souls.
SIGH MOVIE
I have been hearing raves about this Indie film called Slumdog Millionaire (actually more of the Hollywood’s flavor of the moment – Freida Pinto). I would have passed it off as some Indian melodrama replete with song and dances of kohl-smeared-eyed girls or a ridiculous play of words (Indian Indie?). But I saw the fvcking trailer and it was so phenomenally moving. And they said its the best film so far. Might be an exaggeration but… I’d go and see.

02.05.09
IF v.1
Suppose I’d be a dish or a food, what would I be?
Well, first off, I wouldn’t want to be a food that has fish in it. I do drink liquor like a fish. But it is my least like meat ever. Not only do I think fish pathologically stupid, they also don’t have sense of humor as well. This week during our butchery class, never had I encountered any species of this sea creature that is anything but sad. I mean, come on. Try looking at their faces and you’ll see my point. They seem to be perennially in a begging stance and constantly smirking, if not on the verge of tears.
The pig, on the other hand, may have been slaughtered and all but you’d see a certain joyful aura even when they are fabricated into ribs, loins, racks and so forth. However, pork and all the cuts that come with it lacks the finesse of the beef or veal, or the comfort and familiarity of the chicken or the flashiness of the lamb and the adventure of the game. But I wouldn’t exclusively be like any of these either.
Anyway, so I wouldn’t be any dessert or pastry as well. It’s kinda feminine and my current constant mood is not congruent with sweetness or charm.
So I was thinking maybe I couldn’t be any food at all. I couldn’t nourish because I couldn’t: I am reluctant to and I am afraid to. I could only add flavor and perhaps spice things up. I am cursed with this inadequacy, I believe.
So perhaps, I am just a wine. It’s a little bit of everything – indulgent, a little strong, passionate, sexy
, nauseating at times, lazy, even cerebral, a companion, fool, free, concentrated and it makes food taste really good. You go back to it from time to time but never always. Otherwise, you’d feel intoxicated. It’s also one of the few things in life wherein the bitterness is desired.
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On second thought, I also kinda like the idea that I may be a consomme. It appears so simple and clear that you’d think you’ve seen everything. However, it has a lot of things in it, undergone a rigorous process to achieve the clearness that misleads people with its concentrated taste.
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wtf. Such a stupid post. I hope it served its end. I wanna pass the weekend exam tomorrow. Soo hard to memorize concepts, see. ;p








